Annette Ducharme---Tortured lyrics

I was alive
after the murder
yes I survived
after the crash
you know my dreams
you couldn't haunt them
and when you tried
I only laughed
yes I am tortured
but I'm happy when
you push me to the edge
and I can't take it
when you fake it
trying to make it easy on my head
I am tortured
got a twisted little mind
I am tortured
but I'm happy
I wasn't harmed
you couldn't curse me
yes I survived
after the blast
and all your screaming
it only drives me on
it drives you nuts
it makes me laugh