Fuckin In The Butt lyrics

I cant belive, whats become of me
Not the way i want to be
I told myself i would never do that
I warned myself i was headed for this
And sometimes i want to end it all.
I can't pretend as i watch it die

I remember what this used to be
Do you remember what this means
This is dragging me down: I'm falling far
Before my eyes, i watch it fall apart

This falls apart.
I cant beleive whats come of me