Everything I Despise lyrics

I've watched the filth thats become my fellow man,
I've seen the kingdom fall once again rise,
The world holds no ground along the road,
I've fallen to destiny I no longer find it
Necessary to become who I want the truth of it is,

I will always be who I am,
I've seen the tongues of man ripped from there flesh,
I've seen the hearts of man painted the darkest black,
My Struggle to turn myself from murder I come to find

That I'm he who cuts the throat of my brothers,
I am everything that is ugly in this world,
I am the result of my own lies,
I am everything I despise,