What Dreams Forbode lyrics

there are portals connected
between dimensions and through time
I should know though I'm caught here
I know what dreams are made of
here it start and here it ends
this is where the time bends
everything in reality
begins here in this insanity
somehow I sense the decay
of a billion worlds
it's so unreal
still I know
what this plase of dreams forbode
darkness fed by the tears of pain
seeking worlds to rape and slay
and a thousand years away
I hear a codelike constant pray
I see dreams I've dreamt before
in this rapid mindwarp
help me out - I can take no more
lord have mercy on my soul
somehow I sense the decay
of a billion worlds
it's so unreal
still I know
what this plase of dreams forbode
what for I say
what for I moan
here I am so alone
I see a child with a gun in his hand
I see a man with a palm full of sand
they're the same but with different shapes
they are me - I'm the one they await
we are one and I am them all
I'm a dreaming eternal soul
behind the door to creation
I hold the key to salvation
somehow I sense the decay
of a billion worlds
it's so unreal
still I know
what this place of dreams forbode
what for I say
what for I moan
here I am so alone
it's so unreal
still I know
what this place of dreams forbode
here I am
in neverland
why - I can not understand